pusa..pusa...pano ka ginawa?

passing by my own blog!

2009-04-29T14:35:00.002+08:00

sniff! sniff! sniff! been sooooooooooo long time since I posted some thoughts here on my blog and now it's like deja vu... lol.. i miss blogging :( hopefully I can find time to VISIT my blog and finally get back to post thoughts that make sense and no sense at all.. hehehehe.. i miss my blogger friends too! where are you guys!? :) -- FYI my heart is happy now.

:Þ

2008-02-10T12:03:00.000+08:00

happy heart.

my great mind :p

2007-03-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since the last time I blogged about something (someone). ^-^
Been very busy with work and stuff. Minsan masama talaga ang work, sagabal sa mga gawain.
And oh about the stuff thing... busy ako kakatambay sa dOts n more @ sm city with my co-faculty.
Besides being a coffee adik, nalulong ako sa pakikipagkwentuhan. Tipong hanggang ala-una na ng umaga
cge pa din ang kwento ng kung ano ano, ang kagandahan... di cya paulit ulit. Hindi maubusan ng mga
pag-uusapan. Sabi ng isang pilosopo, "Great mind talks about idea, average mind talks about events and small mind talks about people" Ibig sabihin my mind is great when I say "I have an idea! Let's talk about people".
Isa lang yan sa mga maraming mejo nonsense na usapan pero diba hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan ng sense.
At hindi lahat ng nonsense corny (period), kasi may mga nonsense na corny pero kyut. Minsan ok din palang
maging nonsense, kahit minsan corny pero laging kyut. (>.<)

Marunong na nga pala akong magmagic sa baraha. Ung (Ace,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,Jack,Queen,King) nagkaron ako ng konting dilemma. Ito ung palalabasin ko ang card na gus2 mo (actually card na gus2 ko). Sa dami naman kasi ng pagtatanong na dapat kong gawin, nakakalimutan ko na ung card na gus2 ko na pinipilit kong gus2hin mo. Matapos ang ilang balasa ng card, pili, tanong, kalimot, balasa ang card, pili, tanong, kalimot, balasa ng card, pili, tanong, naalala... ayos! Kaya sisiw na sa akin ung Alas Dos. May isa pang itinuro sakin. Ung tungkol sa mga Hari at Reyna, mga guardia (courtesy of my student) at mga aso. Kailangan pala d2 magkwento pero mahirap ikwento ang kwento na naikwento na ng iba. Sinubukan kong magkwento sa icip ko... ayun sablay. Napagalitan pa nga ako eh, wirdo kasi istudyante ko ang nagsesermon at minsan may kasama pang tawa. Kaya sinunod ko na ang instruction na magkwento at sa awa ng mga Greek gods (2nd Commandment)... ang ending bagong kaalaman.

Alam nyo bang may kinalaman ang volume ang radyo ng taxi sa patak ng metro nito? Nalaman ko lang ito nung Thursday, habang sakay ng taxi at may katabing corny pero kyut (>.<) Kaya bumaba nalang kami bago pa umabot sa P300 ang metro (P80 pa lang ung metro). Madami dami ang natutunan ko tungkol sa mga taxi. Pag yellow, mabilis magpatakbo at minsan traffic law breaker, pag Sogo... alam nyo na yun at wag na sumakay dun, ung iba nakalimutan ko na, minsan may pagka short term ang memory ko. Para sakin Vios ang malupet kasi feeling ko nasa spaceship ako pag yun ang nasasakyan ko. Tungkol naman sa pagsakay sakay ko ng taxi,
sabi nung corny pero kyut ( >.< ) bawas bawasan ko daw ang pagtataxi kasi mas napapamahal ako pero minsan kasi taxi ang sagot sa mga panahong malelate na ako. Yun lang un. ^-^ Kanina umuwi ako sakay ng tricycle at jeep at lakad... nabore kasi ako kaya masipag akong maglakad. Nakaaalis kasi ng boredom pag marami akong nakikita.

May mga sirkumstansya na darating sa atin at magtutulak sa atin na gawin ang mga bagay bagay na minsan ay
maaaring makabuti sayo at makasakit naman sa ibang tao. Sa palagay ko, usapang matino lang ang katapat nyan. Di ko na sya ipapaliwanag kasi nagkaron ako ng argument overload 2 gabi na ang nakakalipas at nakakapagod icipin pero masaya. ( >.< )

Pacenxia na kung paiba iba ako ng tema. flight of ideas lang po.

Sa mga susunod na araw susubukan kong magblog ulit, un ay kung walang sagabal = work.

>.<

Sino si Meekee?

2006-10-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

This past few weeks, I was so engrossed with Mickey Mouse And it is still true upto now. Sometimes I ask myself.. was it really Mickey? or the other Meekee? Maybe both? I don't know. Fact, I like Meekee so much and I just love talkin to him. I even miss him even though he's just on the other side of my pc screen, chatting with me. Dunno what came over me, really. One day I just found myself addicted to Meekee. Imma borrow Shiks expression.. Wooosaaaaaaah!!! I'm an addict? Must be. Due to my so called addiction, I learned and developed patience. Yes, you've read it right. PATIENCE. HAH! Patiently waiting for him to come online.. patiently wishing for him to gimme a hug or a kiss..both is superb. Patiently watching his mp3s flooding my screen. Patiently asking future about his whereabouts. Patiently giving in on arguments.. as what would swee say.. Oo nalang. Patiently missing him though maybe he aint missin me at all. bat buh. Patiently loving him.. Ui love.. yeah I guess I do but Rule #1 states that "DENY EVERYTHING" and Rule #2 "DO NOT ASSUME". He's sweet but I don't wanna jump into conclusion that he likes me. ASA. So I'm really thankful for "PATIENCE"
There are times that I wanna tell it straight, right on his pc screen that, "HeLLo! mahal kaya kita. Just so you know." Then I would vanish into thin air. LOL. Haiz aning cguro ako but it's ok, as long as it's about Meekee. Got myself a new algorithm - Me = adik+patience.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2006-10-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Laid back me...

2006-05-24T09:16:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.

You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Somewhat Normal

2006-03-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself.

note: I knew it, something's really strange about me and it's confirmed. >.<

An EB with basey

2006-03-08T03:00:00.000+08:00

Today I went out with one of my trusted friends in irc and irl. The past few days we'rent really nice. And I had something that's very confusing and tiring. So I asked basey to have coffee with me. It was spontaneous and I wasn't really expecting that she'll say yes. But after all the convicing and rejecting, finally she agreed to meet me. This morning I went to Morayta to have my TOR and Diploma photocopied. While I was waiting, I've decided to go online and was able to convinced basey to see me after office hours. We picked Chef de Angelo for our meeting place. I dropped by my alma mater to have my credentials certified. Things have changed so fast and my once near-abandoned school is now a near-sosy one. It's kinda silly how I noticed some changes. I literally got lost. After getting a request from the registrar, I went down to the supposed to be Accounting dept but to my amazement (a bit shocked) I found chairs and an altar. They've converted it to a chapel. Ironic because that room used be to my most hated room. For the reason that for 2 years and 1 summer I've been paying fees fees fees which were quite questionable. Ahmm quite maybe not.. I'll say REALLY. I was paying for sports fee, publication fee and so on, which confused me because we don't have an organization paper. I could have applied for an Editorial staff and would be able to lambast the Accounting dept for those fees and maybe the Dean's Office. (hehehe tapang eh noh). Going back to the room switching. Well it's about time tho, instead of using one of our laboratory/classroom for mass celebration. I asked the manong guard for directions and pointed me to 2nd flr. where the registrar's located. I turned right, lo and behold! A new Accounting dept room. With glass windows and kaekekean.I then again went online to kill time after my short tour in my newly rennovated college. Someone from mirc asked me to check a url, and wanted me to hear the music that's playing. I tried clicking it but it won't open. So nagmagaling ako, I thought it's just the same with my pc, so I tried changing the pc's configuration. And I was surprised, not because I was able to do it correctly but because I have actually locked the pc. heheheehe. I changed pc tho. :p I was so hyper online, craking jokes tho I must admit that sometimes I'm a lousy joker. hehehehe. But I don't care as long as I'm having a good laugh. OK. I arrived ealier at Robinson's Place but I had a hard time finding Chef d Angelo, kinda weird because I've been eating there for nth times. Napagod na nga ako. LOL. Finally I found the spot and got a table for basey and I. It didn't take long till basey arrived. She looked just the same as she is on pic and on cam. So I easily recognized her. Shempre beso beso and losta giggles. She's bubbly. hehehehe. And she had a haircut + rebond. (mukang mayaman, nagparebond? inde shampoo lang yan) We had seafood pasta and cheese fries. We talked about my near-extinction relationship, her previous ebs (aba pala-eb pala ireng si sisbase - hehehehe i kno u'll be reading this. :p), friends online, career and more. She gave me sound advices and I'm happy knowing I got true friends online. We stayed there for couple hours and strolled. We weren't able to find the lingerie store, I wanna show her sana where I bought my nighties. LOL (im so kapal the face to wear those..hehehehe) We had a great time and we parted at almost 9pm. I was able to catch the train, I guess twas the last train to home. I got home and I have a letter from CGFNS. Sa wakas! I got my CG certificate. >.<

Happy Women's Month to you and to all the women of the world. We're all beautiful and let our beauty shine through.

litanya

2006-03-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

Bakit ba ang hirap magmahal? Lalo na kung hinde ka naiintindihan ng taong minamahal mo.Bakit ba ang hirap iparating sa iba ang nais mong sabihin? Lalo na kung iba ang interpretasyon sa totoong nilalaman ng puso mo.Bakit ba nauuwi sa "guilt trip" ang simpleng lambingan? Sa kabila ang katotohananna ang nais mo ay mapasaya ng iyong minamahal.Bakit ba tumutulo ang luha? Gayong ang nais mo lang ay magmahal at mahalin.

Naisip ko na marahil cguro sa kagustuhan kong ibigay ang lahat sa taong mahal ko, ay hinde maiiwasang sya ay masaktan ko. Magulo pero cguro ganon talaga yun.

Kung pakikinggan ang nasa puso ko, ito ang kanyang sinasabi:

Kung kaya ko, ako na ang tutupad sa lahat ng pinapangarap mo.

Mahal kita sa paraang alam ko.

Hinde ako perpekto ngunit totoo ang nararamdaman ko para sayo.

Kung mamamatay ako para sayo, ibibigay mo rin kaya saken ang buhay mo.

Sa bawat pangarap ko sa buhay, kasama ka at ang taong napakahalaga sayo.

Nais ko na makapiling ka sa mga araw na dadaan sa buhay ko.

May mga bagay na hinde madaling tanggapin para sa ibang tao ngunit kinaya at kinakaya ko dahil sa pagmamahal ko sayo.

Sana ay matanggap mo ang buo kong pagkatao dahil ito ang totoong ako.

Wala akong hinangad kundi ang makasama ka at mapasaya ka.

Minamahal ko ang mga taong mahalaga sayo.

Sa mga pagkakataon na hinde ko maibigay ang mga bagay bagay na nais mo, doble o higit pa ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.

Gusto ko na ikaw ang maging ama ng magiging anak ko at makasama ko sa pagbuo ng isang pamilya.

Nakikita ko ang sarili ko na kasama ka sa hinaharap.

Nais ko na hanggang sa huli, kamay mo ang hawak hawak ko at ika'y nasa aking tabi.

Nagpapasalamat ako sa pagmamahal na ibinibigay mo saken at hinding hinde ko yun makakalimutan kailanman.

Masaya ako dahil ikaw ang taong minamahal ko.Kung mamamatay ako at mabubuhay muli at magmamahal, ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang taong pipiliin ko.

Sana naririnig mo ang mga sinasabi ng puso ko.

Minsan ka lang daw magmamahal, kaya ipusta mo na ang lahat. At ito ang ginagawa ko. Kahit ano pa ang hirap at sakit pag nagmamahal wala akong pakialam. Sa isang banda,oo at lumuluha ako ngunit sa puso ko nag-iisa siya.

mind's afloat

2006-02-25T04:17:00.000+08:00

left to think a 100 times.confusions piling up.fucked up celfone.still no job.too many what ifs and buts.state of national emergency BS.in love with love up to now.plain bored.

...

2006-02-25T03:56:00.000+08:00

confused.complicated.allfuckedup

im alive

2005-12-08T11:56:00.000+08:00

I've been away for some time. I wasn't really that busy, maybe I was just too lazy to write about something or someone. On December 10 I'll be taking my IELTS and I'm feeling nervous, very nervous. I'm gonna give my best and hopefully it would be enough for my CGFNS certification.
This is all for now.

*poof*

Right brainer

2005-11-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Pinoy ikaw ay Pinoy o.0

2005-10-13T13:51:00.000+08:00

You Know You're Filipino When....

Your middle name is your mother's maiden name.

Your parents call each other "Mommy" and "Daddy."

You have uncles and aunts named "Boy," "Girlie," or "Baby."

You have relatives whose nicknames consist of repeated syllables like "Jun-Jun," "Ling-Ling," and "Mon-Mon." Mine by the way was "Che-Che."

You call the parents of your friends and your own parents' friends "Tito" and "Tita."

You have four or five names.

You greet your elders by touching their hands to your forehead.

You always kiss your relatives on the cheek whenever you enter or leave the room.

You follow your parents' house rules even if you are over 18.

You live with your parents until and at times even after you're married.

You decorate your dining room wall with a picture of the "Last Supper."

You keep your furniture wrapped in plastic or covered with blankets.

You have a Sto. Nino shrine in your living room.

You have a piano that no one plays.

You keep a tabo in your bathroom.

You use Vicks Vapor rub as an insect repellant.

You eat with your hands.

You eat more than three times a day.

You think a meal is not a meal without rice.

You think sandwiches are snacks, not meals.

Your dining table has a merry-go-round (lazy Susan) in the middle.

You bring baon to work everyday.

Your pantry is never without Spam, Vienna sausage, corned beef, and sardines.

You love to eat daing or tuyo.

You prop up one knee while eating.

You eat your meal with patis, toyo, suka, banana catsup, or bagoong.

Your tablecloths are stained with toyo circles.

You love sticky desserts and salty snacks.

You eat fried Spam and hot dogs with rice.

You eat mangoes with rice--with great GUSTO!

You love "dirty" ice cream.

You love to eat, yet often manage to stay slim.

You put hot dogs in your spaghetti.

Everything you eat is sauted in garlic, onion, and tomatoes.

You order a "soft drink" instead of soda.

You hang a rosary on your car's rear view mirror.

You get together with family at a cemetery on All Saint's Day to eat, drink, and tell stories by your loved ones' graves.

You play cards or mahjong and drink beer at funeral wakes.

You think Christmas season begins in October and ends in January.

Your second piece of luggage is a balikbayan box.

You've mastered the art of packing a suitcase to double capacity.

You collect items from airlines, hotels, and restaurants as "souvenirs."

You feel obligated to give pasalubong to all your friends and relatives each time you return from a trip.

You use paper foot outlines when buying shoes for friends and relatives.

You're a fashion victim.

You can convey 30 messages with your facial expression.

You hold your palms together in front of you and say "excuse, excuse" when you pass in between people or in front of the TV.

You ask for the bill at a restaurant by making a rectangle in the air.

You cover your mouth when you laugh.

You respond to a "Hoy!" or a "Pssst!" in a crowd.

You'll answer "Malapit lang!"--no matter the distance--when asked how far away a place is located.

Goldilocks is more than a fairy tale character to you.

You refer to power interruptions as "brownouts."

You love to use the following acronyms: CR for comfort room, DI for dance instructor, DOM for dirty old man, TNT for tago nang tago, KJ for kill joy, KSP for kulang sa pansin, OA for over-acting, TL for true love, BF for boyfriend and GF for girlfriend.

You say "rubber shoes" instead of sneakers, "ball pen" instead of pen, "stockings" instead of pantyhose, "pampers" instead of diapers, "ref" or "prijider" instead of refrigerator, "Colgate" instead of toothpaste, "canteen" instead of cafeteria, and "open" or "close" instead of turn on or turn off (as in the lights).

You use an umbrella for shade on hot summer days.

You like everything imported or "state-side."

You love ballroom dancing, bowling, pusoy, mah jong, billiards, and karaoke.

You have a relative who is a nurse.

When you're in a restaurant, you wipe your plate and utensils before using them.

You can squeeze 15 passengers into your five seater car without a second thought.

You wave a pom-pom on a stick around the food to keep the flies away.

You always ring a doorbell twice, assuming that the first ring was not heard.

You let the phone ring twice before answering, lest you appear overly eager.

Your other piece of luggage is a balikbayan box.

You use a rock to scrub yourself in the bath or shower.

You're proud to be Filipino - and you pass these jokes on to all your Filipino friends!

stoned

2005-10-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

dunno wut to write about.. dunno why i even chose to use this strikethrough font (frenstur blog) thingie..just another blog i guess.. just like wut i did to myblogsite account.. now it's closed.. not that i didn't want it.. just that those ppl hosting it, didn't have much patience to blogaddicts like moi..

my mind's frozen.. dunno if that's the appropriate word to describe how "aning" i was and yes.. up to this moment i'm still "naaaning"..

[16:02] «pusa`» naaaning kasi ako sa lovelife ko e
[16:02] «pusa`» hehe
[16:02] «pusa`» tas un payo payo sya
[16:02] «xianne» bat ano meron
[16:02] «pusa`» tas nasisingit ka nya
[16:02] «xianne» aning ka? whats new?
[16:02] «pusa`» lol
[16:02] «pusa`» heh

see that? my "aning" phase isn't something that was discovered recently..

so many things are runnin on my mind.. dunno when will they feel tired and just sit tight and let me have wut others call "peace of mind"..

i got a present from the man i dreamt to be with for the next half of my life.. if i can manage to stay alive for the next 27 years.. that is.. deep inside my pericardium.. hell yeah i wanna spend it with him.. oh yeah about the present.. :p he gave me a coin purse y keychain.. dunno wur he bought it but it looks cute.. then he handed a small plastic bag.. i was like..huh?! "is he tryin to free his hands and relax" or just wanna let me hold wut he's been holdin since he arrived at my place".. then finally i made my face so kapal and opened it without askin "is this for me?" ha ha ha ha.. lo and behold a cd inside a hand-made cover.. with his name and mine on the front with a supercalifragilisticsexpialidoucious..( hope i got it right this time ) sweet message.. need i share his heart-warming and nerve-tickling note? ok ok ok.. i would even if y'all say NO! :p

I can't wait until we say our vows and dedicate ourselves to each other for the rest of our lives..You are such a special woman and I'm such a lucky man to have such a wonderful woman to share the rest of my life with..

YIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIkiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!! that's how i felt when i read those lines.. i was like a cat who's too thrilled or worse i was like a preggy cat na hindi mapaanak.. ha ha ha ha.. he was like.."para kang timang" and still i kept on reading and rereading.. sheez becoming an OC again.. enough of my kilig moments..

uhmm minutes ago i didn't kno wut to blog about but now.. :p i made somethin out of my stoned cerebrum.. the problem now is how will i end this blaughhh..

*pulls the avr plug.. Oppss ha ha ha.. not a very good idea..

*clicks save

I do not love you

2005-09-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way than this:

where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

LSS for mahal

2005-09-15T19:17:00.000+08:00

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
'Cause

Chorus

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
And everything right again with your extraordinary love

I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You're every breath that I breathe

Chorus

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

SEPTYL

2005-09-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

S

is for

Scary

E

is for

Emotional

P

is for

Patriotic

T

is for

Temperamental

Y

is for

Young

L

is for

Lovesick

What Does Your Name Mean?

2005-08-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

Love I beseech let go of me
coz I'm no longer inlove with thee...
Why canst thou leave me alone
so I can live on my own...

You always incured me grief and pain
though my love for you truly reign...
There never was a love like mine
because my heart beats only for thine...

Why thou hast holding me still
when heart became numb, no longer can feel...
Thy lips and kisses can no longer seal
thy promised love even thou wilt kneel...

You decieved me from head to heel
make believe you loved me real...
But when the truth to me revealed
there my heart ached, bled fallen -ill...

So love I beseech let go of me
for my heart no longer belonged to thee...
for my heart hath buried thy love for thee...

Forbidden

2005-08-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

Sa Kanya

2005-08-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Namulat ako at ngayo'y nag-iisa
Pagkatapos ng ulan
Bagama't nakalipas na ang mga sandali
Ay nagmumuni kung ako'y nagwagi
Pinipilit mang sabihin na ito'y wala sa akin
Ngunit bakit hanggang ngayon, nagdurugo pa rin

Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw, ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya

At sa hatinggabi ay nag-iisa na lang
Ay minamasdan ang larawan mo
At ngayo'y bumalik nang siya'y kapiling pa
Alaala ng buong magdamag
Kung sakali man isipin na ito'y wala sa akin
Sana'y dinggin ang tinig kong nag-iisa pa rin

Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw, ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya

Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin
Sa kanya, sa kanya, sa kanya, hah-ooh

Sa kanya.

howweirdareyou?

2005-08-07T01:37:00.000+08:00

You Are 40%Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

LSS

2005-08-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

"You Make Me Feel Brand New"

My love
I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again

Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love

God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You made me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new

My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends

Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me

Love Letters

2005-07-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

Here's How To:

1. Clear your desk and your mind of distractions.
2. Place a picture of the one you love in front of you.
3. Put on your favorite music.
4. Take out your best stationery and pen.
5. On another sheet of paper, make two lists: a) his/her unique qualities; b) your hopes for the future together.
6. Personalize the salutation. "Dear ___ ," or "To my darling _____," are both fine.
7. In the body of the letter, begin by telling him/her what you think makes the individual so special. List at least three qualities, ideally emotional, physical, and spiritual ones.
8. In the following paragraph, share your hopes and dreams for the future you can have together.
9. Personalize the closing. "I will love you always," "Loving you forever," "My heart is yours," are all good possibilities.
10. Don't forget to sign!
11. Spray the letter with a light fragrance.
12. Address, seal, and stamp the letter.
13. Wait a day before you send it; you may change your mind.
14. Drop it in the mail, and look forward to the response.

Tips:

1. Don't mention anyone else but yourself and the addressee in the letter.
2. Make sure you only send a love letter to someone who will appreciate it.
3. Pick out a special stamp for your letter at the post office.

im no angel after all

2005-07-03T10:23:00.000+08:00

i made a mistake.. not just a simple one but a grave one..
i wish i could turn back time and gave myself a another dose of self-control..

im sorry

busy as a bee

2005-06-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

been out for some time and i missed my blog life so much...
my pc was a total wreck : good thing an old friend lent me his modem. prolly tomorrow imma get a new hdd and a modem, im planning to get a usb but i still need to save for that one. anyway im glad to be back on track and on-line.
wohooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

busy

2005-06-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

im so busy....

Okay to chase a guy who is dating someone else?

2005-06-08T07:34:00.000+08:00

i found this article on msn and i wanna share it with u guys who blog hops once in awhile.

Q: I have a feeling that this amazing guy I met is also seeing someone else, but he hasn't said for sure. Should I wait for him to tell me? And even if he is taken, is it wrong to pursue him anyway?

A: Let me tell you a little story -- a modern update of that classic boy meets girl, boy loses girl, blah, blah, blah. I don't know about you, but life seems a little more complicated these days.

In our real-world version, Unattached Girl falls for Attached Guy. Attached Guy expresses interest in Unattached Girl; they start "hanging out." Meanwhile, Unattached Girl begins to develop -- guess what -- feelings of attachment. Now comes the cliffhanger: Will Attached Guy become unattached from his attachment in order to become reattached to Unattached Girl? If you're confused, then let me make it clear -- this is not a cliff you want to be hanging out on!

If you meet an "amazing" guy but you sense that he is also involved with someone else, then maybe he's not so amazing. Maybe he's not even halfway decent. In fact, maybe he's despicable, duplicitous, and setting you up for heartbreak.

Now, perhaps you think I'm being too harsh, and that he deserves the benefit of the doubt. Fine, but what about you? What do you deserve? How about a guy who's honest, straightforward and capable of making a commitment? So don't give him the benefit of anything, because the only thing he might give you back is a whole lot of bull. And in the battlefield of dating and mating, the only one watching your back is you.

The truth is, you'll never know if you don't ask. So don't put it off -- the longer you wait, the more involved you'll get. Maybe he'll tell you he's unhappy or in the process of breaking up and becoming unattached. Fine. He might be telling the truth. Or maybe he's perfectly content with his current girlfriend but he's looking for some action on the side. Trust me -- there are so many guys who talk the talk without the slightest intention of ever walking the walk. So play it safe and tell him to give you a call when he's disentangled and truly available.

And let me be clear: Don't go straight to the bedroom to reel him in -- the desire for sex plays heavily into the reward centers in the male brain. Yes, lust and the pursuit of sex lay the foundation for romantic love. But if you hook up too quickly, the lust doesn't have a chance to blossom. If you start hooking up with him, you're just letting him have his cake and eat it too.

So trust your gut and let him know your suspicions. Who knows? Maybe he'll smile, tell you you're paranoid and then lean in for a kiss. But before going in for that smooch, be sure he hasn't just been locking lips with someone else on his way to a booty call with you.

What would you do if you discovered that your crush was about to tie the knot -- and you're planning the wedding? Catch "I Do (But I Don't)" on DVD.

tigers and lions

2005-06-03T03:51:00.000+08:00

cant remember the last time i saw the sun set...
cant even see the sunrise coz i became a nocturnal creature...
guess ive been missin some of the beautiful and free things in life... *stop*

it's raining tigers and lions... good for me coz i love rain...
rain brings back so many memries... some i dont wanna remember...
makes me feel empty and cold...
empty arms
cold nights *stop*

im crazy...
the only fact that im not bothered about me...*stop*

wth is stop?!!!

running in circles

2005-05-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

dont mind the title.. dont even kno why i came up with such..ha ha ha.. maybe im really psyche these days.. just kept on updating and editing my blog.. geez im an epitome of obsession and complusion.. but wut can i do.. there are so many cutie lil things to go crazy about.. this is wut i get when i go blog hoppin when im sooo bored.. imma jump topic.. :D

my review class will start on june 12.. im excited coz i'll be on my feet again.. not the way u think it is.. i'd be on my feet as in.. i'd be walking out of the house for hours again.. ha ha ha.. that's how lazy i am.. i hate long walks coz u kno.. i hate summer.. well im starting to be happy coz rainy season is coming.. i dont mind gettin drenched under the rain than be drippin wet with sweat.. yikes!

these past few days i was so meanie and really lived up to my bitchness..coz some ppl were born to annoy and piss others.. and those spammers with viruses.. I ABHOR THEM!! they always see me as a target.. *huhuhu* but im well-protected by mr. norton.. *grins*

im missin someone .. -_-

so many things....

2005-05-25T06:39:00.000+08:00

to be thankful for these past few days.. my grandmom and my brother's petition were approved.. in 3 mos time they'll be receiving a notice coming from the US embassy..I feel so happy.. coz at last my mom's dreams are all turning into realities..i feel sad tho coz i'll be left alone.. huhuhuhu huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i kno my time will come soon.. i just need to pass 2 examinations then i can follow em..

the tie the binds our family is getting stronger and stronger each day...i kno ive got shortcomings when it comes to my relationship with my Creator..still He blesses me with so many wonderful things.. i pray that He wont grow tired of me coz He's the only One that keeps my whole family safe and blessed.. i kno that it's time for me to return all the glory and praises to Him who loves me so...

A_N_I_M_E

2005-05-18T08:44:00.000+08:00

Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feelt he same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
brought to you by Quizilla

my real self?

2005-05-18T08:22:00.000+08:00

~*~*~*~ LOVING~*~*~*~

Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be around. You are the type of person that accepts people for who they are and they in return of your good heartedness, accept you right back. You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from the past, you don't usually trust people. You have probably been hurt by someone you love or loved dearly which makes it hard to confide in others. Easy going and romantic, fun and lovable, you have a great personality. You are very well liked in the general world that you're in.

You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)

new look

2005-05-18T07:39:00.000+08:00

at last im done with my blog's new format.. sheez took me 3 days but im satisfifed
with my work and so is the cam2cam kadonkey. he he he! need to pay tribute to
his expertise minus the topaking IE.

i'll try to write a more substantial blog next time.. im soo brain-drained!

blah

2005-05-10T04:07:00.000+08:00

im sooooooooooooooooo happy!

patience is a virtue

2005-04-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

Been thru tough times these past few days. Some were really tryin my patience. I just snapped! I know patience is a virtue but i just lost mine. Dunno why I always get into trouble.. when Im so nice and kind "eherm". hehehe honestly Im a beeCh.. but only when needed. Anyway, things are working quite well now. Im hoping everythin will smoothen out in no time. hmmm so much for my melodramatic blah.

Just updating

2005-04-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

Im still alive n kickin just so you know. Been goofin `round, neopets, Y! pool.

My cgfns test is fast approaching and Im starting to feel very nervous. Review will start on June. I hope I can pass this exam just like my local board. I really have to get my ass to US and begin taking charge of my responsibilities.

Brain freeze....

The icecream flavor and your personality

2005-04-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

A recent study in United States discovered these patterns in personality types and their favorite ice cream flavors:

Vanilla
If you get a thrill from VANILLA-You are a colorful, impulsive risk-taker who sets high goals and has high expectations of yourself. You enjoy close family relationships.

DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CHUNK
If you do DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CHUNK-You are lively, creative, dramatic, charming, enthusiastic, the life of the party. Chocolate fans enjoy being the center of attention and can become bored with the usual routine.

BUTTER SCOTCH
If you buddy-up to BUTTER SCOTCH-You are orderly, perfectionist, careful, detail-oriented, conscientious, ethical, fiscally conservative. You are competitive, aggressive in sports-the "take charge" kind of personality.

BANANA CREAM PIE
If you bask in BANANA CREAM PIE-You are very easygoing, well-adjusted, generous, honest and empathetic.

STRAWBERRIES AND CREAM
If you scream for STRAWBERRIES AND CREAM-You are shy, yet emotionally robust, skeptical, detail-oriented, opinionated, introverted and self-critical.

CHOCOLATE CHIP
If you choose CHOCOLATE CHIP-You are generous, competitive and accomplished; charming in social situations, ambitious and competent.

Laila Majnoo test

2005-04-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

Dear sepi, here is the result of your Laila Majnoo test. Hope you have enjoyed taking the test. Go through and enjoy it!.

No doubt you are a true lover ( a sacha aashiq ) . you love your mate very much, in fact more than anyone can love him; and you do not even think of a life without him. What we advice you is that, you should be practical to achieve him because life is not a bed of roses and you have to work out in order to live a life with him.Its not that you may stop calling or talking to him, but reduce it to a limit, utilize your time for your career, and the in the end you will be the winner.

Happiest Birthday Ever

2005-04-13T04:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me.. Happy Birthday to me.. Happy Birthday Happy Birthday..
Happy Birthday to me!!

Yes, today's my big day! yey!
Why the happiest ever? hrmmmm
I passed my nursing licensure exams..
I got my CGFNS approval..
I got my ever loving family..
I got my ever supportive n loyal friends..
I got my Creator's blessings..

Need I say more?

I got 22 hours left for me to be totally happy..

I wish for world peace too!!!

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY pusa`!!!

How Do I Love Thee

2005-04-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints - I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!
-and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death

My Dream

2005-03-31T17:05:00.000+08:00

I decided to collect photos of these wonderful beaches all over the world.

A trip to India has always been my dream and when I found this photo, I got more excited than ever. I can't imagine how majestic are the beaches in India and of course the beautiful and enchanting Taj Mahal. Someone told me about the story how the "Crown Palace" was built. To cut it short, the Palace was built out of true love. I wish one day, I would be able to take a trip to India and see for myself...

If I were to travel India, I would be needing a map. So I got one. :P This is a map where you can find all the marvelous beaches in India.

Wish we could get away,
Just for a day or two
Alone,
The two of us
With nothing to do
But walk and talk, Laugh and learn
About ourselves
And each other.

I have loved you so much this day, and yet, as tomorrow dawns, my love for you is somehow growing --- brighter, stronger, deeper,
and somehow more warm and beautiful than before. Still, the new day will come and enact the same miracle over again. I believed our love knows no limits.

I know someday we will be leaving our footprints as we walk together along this calm and beautiful beach. And I will never grow tired walking side by side with the one i love so dearly.

I can't wait to wade into the cool waters. Geez! This is soooooooooo nice and a very lovely beach.

Hrmmmmm runnin under the bright sun
and over the warm sand.. this is just so perfect.

A beach chair, an umbrella and a blue sea and sky before me... what more could I ask for.

my angel

2005-03-30T01:26:00.001+08:00

I was minding my own life
then you came along.
You showed me what is love
all about and shared it with me.
You were always by my side
loving and caring endlessly.

You called me your angel
and your bestfriend.
But in my heart you are the angel
heaven hath sent to me.
You made my days even brighter
and wipe my tears away just by
being there.

You cared for me so much,
that made the distance between us
seemed narrower.
If i could only touch your face
and kiss you lips,
I would die a million times just
to see myself in your arms.

In the arms of my angel.

The Lord's Prayer with a Twist

2005-03-29T20:51:00.000+08:00

A person was praying...

(person)- 'Our Father which art in heaven...'

(God)---Yes?

(person) Don't interrupt me. I'm praying.

(God)---But you called me.

(person) Called you? I didn't call you. I'm praying. "Our Father which art in heaven.."

(God)---There you did it again.

(person)-Did what?

(God) Called me. You said, "Our Father which art in heaven." Here I am. What's on your mind?

(person)-But I didn't mean anything by it. I was, you know, just saying my prayers for the day. I always say the Lord's

Prayer. It makes me feel good, kind of like getting a duty done.

(God)---All right. Go on.

(person)-"Hallowed be thy name..."

(God)---Hold it. What do you mean by that?

(person) By what?

(God)---By "hallowed be thy name"?

(person)-It means... it means... Good grief, I don't know what it means. How should I know? It's just a part of the prayer.

By the way, what does it mean?

(God)---It means honored, holy, wonderful.

(person)- Hey, that makes sense. I never thought about what "hallowed" meant before. "Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on

earth as it is in heaven."

(God)--- Do you really mean that?

(person)- Sure, why not?

(God)--- What are you doing about it?

(person)- Doing? Nothing, I guess. I just think it would be kind of neat if you got control of everything down here like you have up there.

(God)---Have I got control of you?

(person)-Well, I go to church.

(God)---That isn't what I asked you. What about the way you belittle your peers? You've really got a problem there, you know. And then there's the way you spend your money ---all on yourself. And what about the kind of books you read?

(person)-Stop picking on me! I'm just as good as some of the rest of those people at the church.

(God)---Excuse me. I thought you were praying for my will to be done. If that is to happen, it will have to start with the ones who are praying for it. Like you, for example.

(person)-Oh, all right. I guess I do have some hang-ups. Now that you mention it, I could probably name some others.

(God)---So could I.

(person)-I haven't thought about it very much until now, but I really would like to cut out some of those things. I would like to, you know, be really free.

(God)---Good. Now we're getting somewhere. We'll work together, you and I. Some victories can truly be won. I'm proud of you.

(person)-Look, Lord, I need to finish up here. This is taking a lot longer than it usually does. "Give us this day, our daily bread."

(God)---You need to cut out the bread. You're overweight as it is.

(person)-Hey, wait a minute! What is this, "Criticize me day"? Here I was doing my religious duty, and all of a sudden you break in and remind me of all my hang-ups.

(God)---Praying is a dangerous thing. You could wind up changed, you know. That's what I'm trying to get across to you. You called me, and here I am. It's too late to stop now. Keep praying, I'm interested in the next part of your prayer... (pause). Well, go on.

(person)-I'm scared to.

(God)---Scared? Of what?

(person)-I know what you'll say.

(God)---Try me and see.

(person)-"Forgive us our sins, as we forgive those who sin against us."

(God)---What about Ann?

(person)-See? I knew it! I knew you would bring her up! Why, Lord, she's told lies about me, spread stories about my family. She never paid back the debt she owes me. I've sworn to get even with her!

(God)---But your prayer? What about your prayer?

(person)-I didn't mean it.

(God)---Well, at least you're admitting it. But it's not much fun carrying that load of bitterness around inside, is it?

(person)-No. But I'll feel better as soon as I get even. Boy, have I got some plans for that neighbor. She'll wish she had never moved into this neighborhood.

(God)---You won't feel any better. You'll feel worse. Revenge isn't sweet. Think of how unhappy you already are. But I can change all that.

(person)-You can? How?

(God)---Forgive Ann. Then I'll forgive you. Then the hate and sin will be Ann's problem and not yours. You will have settled your heart.

(person)-Oh, you're right. You always are. And more than I want to revenge Ann, I want to be right with you....(pause)... (sigh). All right. All right. I forgive her. Help her to find the right road in life, Lord. She's bound to be awfully miserable now that I think about it. Anybody who goes around doing the things she does to others has to be out of it. Someway, somehow, show her the right way.

(God)---There now! Wonderful! How do you feel?

(person)-Hmmm. Well, not bad. Not bad at all. In fact, I feel pretty great! You know, I don't think I'll have to go to bed uptight tonight for the first time since I can remember. Maybe I won't be so tired from now on because I'm not getting enough rest.

(God)---You're not through with your prayer. Go on.

(person)-Oh, all right. "And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil."

(God)---Good! Good! I'll do that. Just don't put yourself in a place where you can be tempted.

(person)-What do you mean by that?

(God)---Don't turn on the TV when you know the laundry needs to be done and the house needs to be picked up. Also, about the time you spend coffee-ing with your friends, if you can't influence the conversation to positive things, perhaps you should rethink the value of those friendships. Another thing, your neighbors and friends shouldn't be your standard for "keeping up". And please don't use me for an escape hatch.

(person)-I don't understand the last part.

(God)---Sure you do. You've done it a lot of times. You get caught in a bad situation. You get into trouble and then you come running to me, "Lord, help me out of this mess, and I promise you I'll never do it again." You remember some of those bargains you tried to make with me?

(person)-Yes, and I'm ashamed, Lord. I really am.

(God)---Which bargain are you remembering?

(person)-Well, there was the night that the children and I were home alone. The wind was blowing so hard I thought the roof would go any minute and tornado warnings were out. I remember praying, "Oh, God, if you spare us, I'll never skip my devotions again."

(God) --Did you?

(person)-I'm sorry, Lord, I really am. Up until now I thought that if I just prayed the Lord's Prayer every day, then I could do what I liked. I didn't expect anything to happen like it did.

(God)---Go ahead and finish your prayer.

(person)-"For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever." Amen

(God)---Do you know what would bring me glory? What would really make me happy?

(person)-No, but I'd like to know. I want now to please you. I can see what a mess I've made of my life. And I can see how great it would be to really be one of your followers.

(God)---You just answered the question.

(person)-I did?

(God)---Yes. The thing that would bring me glory is to have people like you truly love me. And I see that happening between us. Now that some of these old sins are exposed and out of the way, well, there is no telling what we can do together.

(person)-Lord, let's see what we can make of me, OK? Amen!

ANG BUHAY SINGLE

2005-03-29T20:32:00.000+08:00

Bakit ba tuwing may "get2geder" ang mga tao,

mapa-family reunion man or

simpleng barkada gimik,

ang unang tanong sayo ay

"May boyfriend ka ba?"

at bago ka pa maka-sagot ay maririnig mo naman ang

"Bakett walaaaaaa??!"

Hayyy, kelangan ba talagang may bitbit kang boylet sa

mga occasions na ito?

Pano kung wala talaga?

Alanganamang maki-usap pa ako sa

mga "close" guy friends ko

para mag-panggap na "kami"?!

Di naman ata tama yun, dee-bah?

How I wish na sana mas maintindihan ng mga tao

na sa mga panahon ngayon

ay

"accepted" na sa society na MEDYO made-delay

ang pag-iisang dibdib ng mga kababaihan..

especially girls like me

who want to get into so many things

all at the same time.

I also wish that people would understand that

OKAY LANG AKO

and the rest of

THE SAMAHANG MALAMIG ANG PASKO...

Valentines day..

Birthday..etc.

I mean, we do get lonely once in a while..

naiingit din dun sa may mga LOVELIFE...

paminsan-minsan?

kung minsan naman ay nagmumuni sa mga

past kilig moments?

but these lonely moments

do not and will not

make our "world" stop...

Isipin nyo nalang, na kung wala kaming mga single

friends nyo,

eh di wala kayong paghihingaan ng sama ng loob

tuwing nag-aaway kayo ng boylet or girlet nyo?

wala rin kayong "instant date"

kung sakaling nangailangan kayo?...

wala rin kayong mahihila sa mall

para maghanap ng magandang regalo

for your better-half pag xmas...

o kaya pag bday nya?

at ang pinaka-mahalaga sa lahat,

wala kayong KAKAMPI

if things between you and your labidabs

don't work out.

Marami naman sa aming mga singles

ay nakaranas na rin na "ma-in-love"..

yun nga lang,

obvious ba??????????

it all didn't work out!

Pero di naman kami "bitter" o galit sa mundo?

and totoo nga nyan eh

mas lumalalim ang kahulugan ng

"love"

para sa min.

When you're all by yourself,

there's more time to reflect

and

think what you really want it life.

Mas naiisip mo kung ano ba talaga

ang makakapagbigay ng tunay na ligaya sayo...

at mas naiisip mo kung pano

matutupad ang lahat ng mga pangarap mo.

And while reflecting,

we also get to imagine that we will,

one day....

end up with someone

who will share those dreams with us.

Di naman sa nang-iinggit ako pero

masaya rin ang buhay naming mga single...

Biruin mo we can go out with anybody,

anytime..that is.

We can get into all kinds of things..

like go to the gym regularly..

or get into all kinds of sports...

or any "Self-enhancement" programs, etc...

Mejo tipid din ang buhay single

kasi la naman kaming po-problemahin tuwing

Valentines day or Christmas?

o diba ang saya?

Sa palagay ko naman ay lahat tayo ay

may karapatang sumaya ke single man

o attached ka.

I guess may kanya-kanya lang tayong

panahong lumigaya at

Diyos lamang ang makapagsasabi...

kung kelan nga dadating

and oras na yon.

So, para sa mga kasalukuyang "ATTACHED",

I wish you all the luck and happiness.

Should there be any problems,

don't forget

that your SINGLE friends

are always here for you!!!!!

Sa mga "bagong SINGLES" naman,

wag nang magmukmok!

Enjoy life....

enjoy the single life!!!

There are a lot of things that you will still discover.

At tandaan mo,

DI KA NAG-IISA!!!

madami-dami tayo..hehehehe :)

At dun naman sa kapwa kong mga SINGLES?

I hope that we are one in believing

that we long for someone

NOT BECAUSE WE WANT TO BE HAPPY

but we long for

someone because

we want to share our happiness with

that special person

for the rest of our lives....

I Can Feel You

2005-03-29T02:09:00.000+08:00

You are so far away,but still I can feel you
The essence of your being is in everything I say and do.

The nearess of your spirit take my breath away.
I feel you in every beat of my heart as I go through my day.

When I close my eyes, I get such feelings of bliss.
I can see your gentle face and feel the fire in your caress.

You tiptoe across my mind in the gentlest ways.
You're in the softness of a rose and the warm on my face.

You're the sunbeams from heaven shining brightly in my soul.
A sweetness of serenity that fills my heart with gold.

You're always inside my mind even though we are far apart.
I can feel you with me always tugging gently at my heart.

There is the sweetest devotion, I know you love me too.
We'll be together in spirit and I'll be forever loving you....

The Mighty Word Fuck

2005-03-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

Perhaps one of the interesting and colorful word in the English language is the word "FUCK".
It is one magical word, which just by its sound, can describe pain, pleasure, love and hate.
In language "FUCK" falls into many categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive: (John fucked Mary.) and intransitive: (Mary was fucked by John.); as an active verb: (John really gives a fuck.) or passive verb: (Mary really doesn't give a fuck.); or an adverb: (Mary is fucking interested in John.) and a noun: (Mary is a terrific fuck.). It can be used as an adjective: (Mary is fuckingbeautiful.)......

As you can see there are very few words with the versatility of "FUCK".
Besides its sexual connotation this incredible word can be used to describe many situations:

Greetings-----How the fuck are you?

Fraud---------I got fucked by the car dealer.

Dismay-------Oh, fuck it!

Trouble-------Well, I guess I am fucked now.

Aggression-----Fuck you!

Disgust---------Fuck me?!

Confusion------What the fuck?

Difficulty-------I don't understand this fucking business.

Despair---------Fucked again? (sigh)

Philosophical----Who gives a fuck huh?!

Incompetence---He fucks up everything.

Displeasure------What the fuck is going on here?

Pleasure---------Ohhhh fuuuuuck!

Lost--------------Where the fuck are we?

Disbelief----------Unfucking believable?

Tough-------------Unfuckable.

Retaliation---------Up your fucking ass!

Thankful-----------Tell me anytime if you need my fuck!

It can be used to tell time------It's five fuckin thirty.

It can be maternal-------------as in mothafucka.

It can be political---------------fuckbush.

It can be nautical---------------fuck the Admiral.

It can open a door to wonderful relationship----let's fuck.

It can be used to enhance the meaning of a word-----"BEAUTIFUCKINGFUL"

The famous last word of the Mayor of Hiroshima, "what the fuck was that?"
And, last but not the least, the immortal words of the Titanic, who said....
"where is all this fucking water coming from?".........
Tha mainly fairly boggles at many creative uses of the word. How can anyone be offended,
when you say "FUCK?" Use it frequently in your speech and it will add to your fame and prestige......

Anyway read this and kindly Fuck off!!!!

Li`l messed up

2005-03-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

Up and alone in my room a year ago, I wondered how my life will be in the next couple of years.
But things turn out to be shifting so fast lately. As if cannot recall pictures of my past and can't hold on to even a trace of that moment even for a while. It was a breezy sunny day when my life started to bloom in full colors. Encompassing the enormous emptiness of my innermost being. Shielding me from high levels of melancholy. As I look behind my back.... my once doubted life became so certain and full of faith. Never having to fear that day when my feet will someday falter and stumble.

It was that day when my moment has arrived and placing my best foot forward yet having my feet firmly planted on the ground. Then I started to chase the end of my rainbow. After a long and winding chase, I've come to realize that I've been thru many adventures, failures and a bit of success. Until one day I found myself in deep thought, thinking what might have been if I've given much attention to that part of my life, my once darkened life.

It was that same breezy sunny day that my world suddenly lit up. My blood rushing too fast thru my veins. Making my heart beat faster and faster. For a moment I stood clueless with what's happening. But there always be my lucky star to tell me that it's all about one person who came barging into my life and showing me how my life can be beautiful with his presence. Making me feel the surge of urgency and panic. My heart then stop beating after realizing those words that were meant for me, for me alone.

Never in my entire little messed up life that I've come to love someone, never did I imagine will someday be a part of my life. Never thought it would be you.

But, so glad that it was you all along......

family pic

2005-03-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

aja!

this is our family picture, taken last Sept. 4 in SM Baguio. My uppa, sis amor and sis lui went to Baguio to visit me. We had a great time together. I missed them so much, especially my uppa woon. waaaaaah.

with sisa

2005-03-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

she n i

scattered pictures

this picture was taken in Baguio last Sept. 2004. She and i went to Baguio for our nursing board review at Gapuz Review Center. We got bored that's why we went to SM and got our picture taken. Baguio is really a neat place. I can still remember when she and i walked along the streets of session road in our shorts and shirt, though it was really cold. Imagine how people stared at us coz we're the only one's wearing that kind of outfit.. while other's wore jackets. ^-^ Crazy, that's how we were in Baguio. I guess we felt so free that time. I really enjoyed she's company and her husband ricky. She is one friend I wouldn't trade for anything except for *thinks* maybe a 1000000 to the nth power billion USD. Nah.. that's too small for a very good friend. She used to reprimand me in almost all things when we were in Baguio. waaaah I even experienced watching TV minus the audio.. geez coz we were reviewing together.. kkkk I almost got inside the TV screen just to hear Vivian and Carlo.. ahahah yeah you're right, I'm a die hard fan of Lover's in Paris. Anyway, I'm still thankful that she was the person who's with me in Baguio. We helped each other to get to our goal.. and that is to become an RN.. yes! we are Registered Nurses! I will never ever forget Baguio, NEVER! 0_O

im done

2005-03-23T05:38:00.000+08:00

yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!
finally, i have finished changing my template. Whew.... it took me a hours..soooooooo many hours.
Oh well, im pretty satisfied with my blog's new look.. kkkkkk... thank's to all websites i have visited. Working on my blog has thought me alot of new things and this has been a very challenging experience. :P And oh i got my own host so i need not worry about my images being lost in cyberspace. Now i just need to upload everything and wahhhlahhhh! :D

x_x

no title

2005-03-22T05:09:00.000+08:00

im tired.. so tired. this blog thing is really makin me crazy..been surfing for new background and templates..pssh i just can't figure things out. Oh well, inspite of disappointments i'm still enjoyin and learnin a lot about HTML. blah! hrmmm i've been successful though in putting a bgsound on my blog but i cant seem to figure how am i gonna play 2 bgsound simultaneously.. arrghh!!

....to be continued

A day without you

2005-03-19T06:20:00.000+08:00

I feel weak
I feel low
I feel lonely
I feel bad

I am dying

This is how I am feeling without you...

I'm missin you

rain

2005-03-18T01:19:00.000+08:00

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we just love neoprints

2005-03-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

haidz `n i

04:49am

2005-03-16T04:49:00.000+08:00

Geez tis already early morn, still am wide awake. My tummy's achin and I can smell my neighbor's breakfast lol! HMmMmMmMmM yummmmY!!! I feel so dizzy, sleepiness kickin in. At last I can now hit the sack. Few minutes/hours ago I helped s0uljah with her blog links, ehehe one of the blogaddicts. I can't continue further, my eyes are half-closed . Oh oki I give up.. guhnites!!!

A Summer Party with #S Family

2005-03-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

A PARTY FOR A CAUSE

Time: 7pm to 6am

Inclusions: dinner+pica-pica+2 drinks+giveaways+LOTSA FUN!!!!

Part of the proceeds from the party will be donated to Quezon flood victims
Contact #s: 09198388869

walking in LOVE

2005-03-15T03:25:00.000+08:00

Whew!! I thought there'll be no end to all these confusions but just like in every puzzle, there's always an answer and a reason for everything.

meet my stubborn neopet Aisha pusakitty

2005-03-15T02:35:00.000+08:00

I'm pusakitty. The Aisha.
This is my school photo, it is really yucky, but for some stupid reason ang3lmafia/pusa` thinks it's great and loves to show it to everyone. *how embarrassing*

Well I guess I ought to tell you a little bit about me, I am an Aisha and as you should already know all Aishas are incredibly smart. ang3lmafia makes me read lots of books and I am getting really intelligent, soon I will be the brightest in my class :) just like my pretty owner.*giggle*

Well that's all folks...

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The aNgeL in Me

2005-03-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

when nobody hears your scream I'll scream with you...

Hotta hotta!!!

2005-03-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

geez summer's really here.. sooooooooo hot! water shortage!!! one thing i like about this season is the Halo-halo craze. I can eat as much..ehehehehe.

On the 30th of April I'll be going to laguna with my #S family (irc). weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it's our 5th year anniversary!!! swim swim swim.. dance dance dance.. chicha chicha chicha!!! Whew I can't wait to dive into the big pool, woooooohooooooooo!!!

That same date, is my friend's wedding. She asked me to be her commentator during the matrimonial ceremony. yiheeeeeeeeee! I'll be wearing a gown (tekti ei). Her wedding's motiff is tangerine. oh well too strong color but very flattering to those with fairer skin tone. (ahermm) :D

huhummmm got lotsa things to do this summer...

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friends for life

2005-03-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

wan litel tu litel tri litel injans

you keep me smiling all day

2005-03-12T15:28:00.000+08:00

You know I feel glad when you're glad~~

No One Loves You Like I Love You

2005-03-12T13:21:00.000+08:00

You and I once shared love
So strong and so secure
But all that's left are memories
The feelings are no more
The flowers in the big field
All dried and blown away
The letters and the pictures
Are all that will remain

But every moment
Of every day
I wanna see you
I wanna say
No one loves you like, I love you
No one needs you, the way I do
No one knows you, like I know you
No one hears you, the way I do

So many years of memories
Supressed beyond recall
The feelings once so broken
Seem silent and so small

*
But every moment
Of every day
I wanna see you
I wanna say
No one loves you, like I love you
No one needs you, the way I do
No one knows you, like I know you
No one hears you, the way I do
No one loves you, like I love you
No one needs you, the way I do
No one knows you, like I know you
No one hears you, the way I do

*

if there is one thing....

2005-03-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

When I was young, I dreamt of so many things. I want to be a doctor and I want to have lots of money. But as I grow older, my dreams fade away. Sometimes we thought that dreams are always the same when we were little but I was wrong. At this point in my life.. my dreams changed.. if there is one thing I wanna do my whole life.. that is to be with the right ONE.. all the days of my life...

Wish I could find him sooner...

the cat

2005-03-11T15:54:00.000+08:00